Rambling Thoughts Of disapointment..
[warning] Content might be a bit painfull, but honest! [/warning]
So yesterday was my first show with Redmage.. the "Just for LoL's show".. I have a bit of mixed feelings about it.. Mostly because im a little bit of a control freak when it comes down to stuff like this.. I have it in my head in a certain kind of way and I want to make it perfect. It is a big chance for me to show my qualities and I am afraid I kinda disapointed myself yesterday.. That is why I have mixed feelings about the show..
Let me explain it..
In the beginning.. I was too silent.. That was more because I didnt want to talk through JR and we didnt really talked about the starting of the show.. With the delay in skype and my tendency to interupt people I was really focussing on trying to not do this.. That was why I was so quiet in the beginning of the show.. Next time that will be different.
Since I just started learning everything there is about LoL, I have a lot of catching up to do.. My knowledge might be 10% of what there is to know about the game. So talking to people who play it a lot and knowing so much more then me made me feel like a complete n00b.. I know what I was talking about, but getting further in to it, further into the game.. For me.. I cant really talk along with it anymore..
The reason I have mixed feelings about it is because of the second part of the show..
I am a really good peoples person.. I am enthousiastic and I can pick peoples brains.. To be honest.. I thought that the interview yesterday went really well.. It was quite nice and friendly.. I also think that we had a lot of fun..
There were a lot of compliments we got from people that watched. Redmage said he had quite a lot of people telling us that we did a good job.. Also got that same reaction from the people we actually interviewed. We were great hosts..
I hope that the people who watched it here can tell me more about what they thought of it.. And for next monday.. I will make a promise to you guys..
I will keep up with my knowledge and will be better this monday! Improvement every week.. That is my promise to you guys!! Please like my facebook, my anook, my twitter.. I need you guys to help me, to get better, to get our show on the road.. I cant do it without you guys... Please do it for me and let me know how I can help you :)
♥♥ Love to you guys ♥♥
Th-th-th-that's all folks! For today at least!! But not before we ended with:
Random Thought of Today (RToT): This made me laugh: If a cow laughs really hard does milk come out of her nose?
Song of the Day (SotD): "Little piece of my heart" Janis Joplin